Little one?

Everything inside me feels strange...
A bit ago, my maidenhood was stolen from me, and now it feels like there might be more going on than just that.  Never trust a guy with your heart who is only has eyes for your body.
If it is true, I know not how to tell everyone that the "good girl" has fallen from grace.  I know my mother would freak and turn on me... she has more than once for other mistakes.
"Father, I know I have sin.  Forgive me!  If I am a mother to be, let me be a good one to my Kelly, be it a girl or boy..."

~ Morria

Battles...

Awake and arise oh sleeper, for the year of thy mourning has passed from thy gates!!! Arise again unto thy callings and be renewed!

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Why do I feel like my soul is ripped in 2?  Everything comes against me  at once, yet I strive to hold my ground, as a good warrior.  But I am beaten to the ground, broken and crying.  Why Lord must all these things happen?  I just do not understand!  Yet still to You do I cling... what other chance of making it is there?

The tides turn, some of the battles lessen, while others do intensify... A warrior am I, and a warrior I will stay... "Oh, Father, put some balm upon my wounds that I might carry on!  Help me find the journey-task!"

~ Morria