Daddy? God? Iosa? Are You still there? Do You hear me when I pray? Do You see how shattered I have become? Do You still guide me through this fog, or have I now wandered into a cave? Does Your light still shine on my path? Have I wandered off the path? I am no longer Yours? Have You abandon me? Are You still with me?
Why won't this pain lift from my heart? Why can I not see beyond the sorrow and the pain? Betrayal, death, brokenness, loss of trust... two blows at once... more than I could take. You know me... I have never prayed for life to be easy... I have just prayed for myself to be strong in You, that I might make it through. Help me keep going... help me keep taking it one day at a time... help me stay strong and not give up.
~ Morria