On March 13th, I lost something... No, someone, very dear to me. I lost my mother. I had dwelt with her from 6 months old till I was 24, and spoke with her nearly every day. Now there is an empty void. I keep expecting her to call. I keep expecting to hear her voice on the other end of the phone... but I never will again. How does one prepare for this? How can CANCER do this to us?
Yeah, sure, I had nearly 2 years to prepare... from October 2012, till now. But still all that is left is this throbbing hole where she once was. I lost my guide for children's ministry stuff, true I am in Dine Bikeyah and she was in Kansas, but I always called her. I lost my care box maker... which I normally got one box a month, and card every week... I will never see her handwriting in the mail box again... HELP! I am heart broken... what do I do from here?
~ Morria
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