Masks, so many of us wear them, feel forced to wear them, or are required to wear them to keep jobs, be at a church, work in a mission. Yet, kids and teens so many times see right through them, whether we want them to or not. Why do we wear them? Do we really need them? Or is it just our own pain that causes us to wear them...
Personally, I wear mine when I have been hurt so deeply that I cannot see beyond the pain. It is not that I want to put it on, but the wound is soo deep, and so hard to deal with that the mask is all that lets me keep going, so that I am not always asked what is going on beneath. I take it off before a few that are trusted, and finally when healing begins the mask comes off for all.
As a Christian, I hate wearing a mask. I know that I dont have everything in my life in place. I know that I mess up more times that I can remember. I know that my brothers and sisters in Christ mess up just as much as I do. I wish we had places where we could be more open and honest. I wish the Church could stand up and be that place of safty again for us... maybe it can, but first we all have to get brave and take off the masks and agree to be honest and loving... no matter what we see.. Can we? Will we? I pray so....
~ Morria
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